As I finish my last semester of graduate school, I reflect on all that I have done to preserve our history here at PV and this summer in Brazoria County, and I find it hard to separate it from my more recent experiences in Ghana. I walked the path to the Assin Manso Ancestral Slave River for the Last Bath and stood in the dungeons in Cape Coast at the Slave Castle. Whatever emotions and ideas I had solely for my work done prior has been snatched and folded into a greater experience in Ghana that I will always be finding the words for.
I do know this: I have been gifted a through line. God answered a question I’ve had since childhood. I no longer have to wonder what our ancestors could have gone through. I’ve been to both sides, lived on both lands, laid eyes on both atrocities that our ancestors managed to survive. Do you understand how long they lived in chains? Multiple months walking to the river, who knows how long in the dungeons, more months on the seas to Turtle Island or the other islands. You have no idea the darkness that could taint our souls, yet and still we find reasons to smile, create, bless those who curse us, and laugh with joy. Resilience isn’t even the word for it. Although I would never wish my history on anyone else, I would choose this skin, this life, this bloodline over and over and over again.